Shot right into my heart
Wednesday, November 21, 2007, 11/21/2007 08:46:00 AM
Shot right into my heartIt just felt being shot right into my heart. A situation which I hated and regreted the most and that happened in the past, almost happen now... I hate to be in this kind of situation, where I felt being a rubbish chute, eating something which I don't like without even having a chance to say why... When I am appointed something that I disagree about, everyone just doesn't care and doesn't want to know about your stand and they just agreed among themselves and push it to you. What can you do at that moment? Since everyone agreed base on their own stand and you didn't even have a chance to voice out your own stand, you can only accept it quietly... But deep down, you just felt fustrated, you just felt negleted... It's not that I don't want, it's only because no one is trying to convince me to change my stand, thus I have to accept a choice which I doesn't like. Does the way I behave really reflect my character? Was I having too much fun till people think I can't do anything good? Maybe i'm just trying too hard till I forget to slow down and look at the beautiful surroundings. Maybe i'm just trying too hard till I don't know what am I doing and negleted someone. Who knows the real me?When i'm with them, thats the time I feel the most relaxed, and the most laughter
AQUA, that the warmest thing I felt yesterdayThanks for making it not that a bad dayI'm smiling like this =Dcheers~*.*"
