Not a Boy , Not yet a Man

Heroes Fanatic

Monday, June 30, 2008, 6/30/2008 01:50:00 AM

Heroes Fanatic

Arghh!! I'm a 'Heroes' fanatic right now. Can't wait for more episode to be out so that I can watch. It's really a nice show, interesting and cool, and fun. Currently on Seson 1, episode 22. Still have last episode to be finish. Can't help but talk alot about "Heroes" with Denise. And I came out with a question like "If you can have one power, which power would you like?" Denise choose Invisible. While I would choose to have the power to fly. Imagine that you are going to be late for school, and you just have to "VOOM" and you will reach school in no time. Also, it will save you in alot of transport fee and when you are bored, you can even fly in the sky and enjoy the stars and also the beautiful views that is below of you. Aren't thats great?

Rockamania Closed Event was over. So glad that I was able to be the timer for this year. I simply love the job eh. Just sit there, look at people climb while just timing, taking down score and use loudhailer to say "Ah Dog, you have 1 minute left". And sometimes, we can even rest more when the category for that event don't have any more participant. Good right?

Haha. I'm now feeling much better after the previous post. Was glas that I am able to be given break for my part-time job by my store manager. I just ask her straightforward like my commitment for CCA and attachment is getting heavier and I may need a break and she just told me, "when you need it you just tell me." Woot~ So glad to hear that. I have ask for off on this Sunday so that I can commit to Rockamania but not sure whether will be approve or not. X finger. I really hope that it can be approve, or else I will die of fatigue next week.

Was given a chance to lead to do AC Camp. Although I don't know where to start right now, but I will give in my best to make it a sucessful one.

Cheers~
*.*"

Reflection

Friday, June 27, 2008, 6/27/2008 02:04:00 PM

Reflection

To be honest, when I woke up this morning, I just wanted to carry on sleeping, but I couldn't. I have a feeling of fear in my heart, my mind was thinking of alot of things and I just shrugged it off. But as hours grew by, I think more and more.

AhDi1 talk to AhDi2

AhDi1: "Why am I feeling this way?".
AhDi2: "I have so many things to commit like work, AC, attachment etc. but everything seems to be clashing with one another, my life seems to be work at this moment, AC at another moment. My life seems like zipping through, no time for me to slow down. And I just want to lie in my bed, looking at the clock pass by seconds by seconds."
AhDi1: "Than why don't give up some of your commitment?"
AhDi2: "I may want to give up on my job."

So I go and ask my mum for opinion, "Ma, I think I can't cope with my school thingy." And she says, "you work only on Fri, Sat and Sun. Why can't cope? See if you work, than you will feel that you have money to spent. Dad 1 month only earn $$$, we still have to pay for bills etc.. ..."

She just give me more stress but I understand that she doesn't know what the situation i'm in. But it's true that I need money to survive as they doesn't give me much. So I thought, why don't I work on other weekdays that doesn't clash with events? Yes. I will try that option now.

I also ask myself, "is all this happening because I re-run for AC main comittee?" The answer is Yes. And do i regret it? No, Never. Since I step into it already, theres no more turning back. Some people may say that i'm stupid, but I don't care. However, sometimes I just felt bad that I have to spoil the plans of other people because of my other commitment. You can just feel that the pressure is on your shoulder, and theres nothing you can do about it... You just hope that the people will understand the situation you are in. I just hope that people will give me more time to change the situation i'm in.

It's not about what time you can give. It's about giving time to people who needs it.

Reflected~
*.*"

At 12am of 26th June

6/27/2008 01:29:00 AM

At 12am of 26th June

This year birthday was dirty but fun for me. Thanks everyone!!

Was going home after the ACAGM dry run and suddenly Zelda called. She asked whether I want to go to Cafe Cartel as she want to treat me Blackforest cake. Since I thought theres no program, so I went to meet her. Ordered a Tirumisu and Blackforest cake. Have waffle with vanilla ice cream for my supper too.

Then, SY=DD called and ask me to meet her as she want to countdown my birthday with me. So I was indeed happy that she would want to accompany me. But when I met her, she was like keep using the handphone. So I know something was amiss. I thought she was planning something with her Bedok Reservoir Kaki. Then she claimed that she want to go down walk walk. OK. So we took the lift. But guess what. When the door open, there was like 10 over people standing there and my 1st reaction was "huh". Than later it become "Arghh" as all of them are from AC. You know, AC is the scariest people to meet when you it's your birthday, so I planned to run but I was in a lift with four walls. So Denise ran in and smashed a cream cake right into my face and not giving chance to my nosetrial. Thanks yo. I go home, use a tissue and stuck it in my nose, guess what I got?? redberry cream I think.

After that, Zelda was lead to a void deck near SY=DD house and they brought me over to meet her and thats when the special birthday songs started. After that, the war of the cream started. I just can't swollow the fact that I will be the only one to go home dirty. So, I started to return my attack. But some of them are damn Neh Neh. They run away like they are chase by a mad dog and really, I have to chase them like mad dog but still, I cant succeed to make them "got luck share together, got disaster stand together". But thanks to the help of Denise, I am able to catch everyone. I just love having fun like theres no tomorrow!!

Well, the cream on my face let me know what is the unity of AC. The wax on my leg let me know what is the teamwork of AC. The sweat from my body let me know how fit AC is. I would like to take this opportunity to say SORRY to those whom I have hurt... BUT, I will continue to do it!! 1 year, there are 365 days, but you only have to suffer 1 day. So I don't mind =) My day is over, who's next??

However, I just don't understand why SY will pakat with them... =(( Lol
Thanks Hor SY=DD

Today was ACAGM. Well, although there are knocks here and there but we live through it TOGETHER!! It was exciting and thrilling. Take this as a stepping stone for the next projects!!

My birthday wish: Everyone to smile always =DD

I feel sucks that I can't commit arghhh!!

Cheers~
*.*"

happy birthday

Thursday, June 26, 2008, 6/26/2008 02:23:00 AM

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to me. Yes. I'm happy today for:

-All the cream on my face
-Chasing people like mad dog
-The birthday song
-The cakes although we don't have the chance to eat
-The wax on my hairless leg
-Hooch
-ShiYi
-Dinesh
-Karma
-Faezah
-Dorothy
-WeiZhen
-YongLiang
-KianAik
-JianGuang
-Desmond
-Mai
-WeiCheng
-Jenna
-Zelda(Happy Birthday too!!)
-KaiYan
-WenQiang
-Denise
-HuiShan
-ChuanHui
-Peng
-Duke

Thanks Ar!! But I don't want hit 20!! =(((

Cheers~
*.*"

Photo- TPAC, The next chapter

Sunday, June 22, 2008, 6/22/2008 09:42:00 PM

Photo- TPAC, The next chapter

Kian Aik don't act cool LA!!

Act cool somemore... Must SSSMMMIIILLLEEESSSS =DDDD

Moment of Glory

Thanks for coming down to support me =DD

One big family

Ah Nei trying to act monkey and, see!! His hand on Denise shoulder!! Hmmm... =)

YoYo. Faezah. See!! Her hand on my shoulder!! LOL!

The Guys

The Girls

So many extra. We paid them for the photo K...

Go away LA!! LOL

Dukey. I feel fat when I stand beside him =)

QiangQiang. I feel thin when i'm beside him =)

See who is the extra... Lol

Amberlyn trying to act fierce. JianGuang trying to be monkey. Same as my AhMeng photo right??

Amberlyn trying to be a cat climbing the tree. Denise going to be a pig!!

Don't know why they are pushing around... Childish... =)

Desmond going along with the song "head and shoulder, head and shoulder knee and toe, knee and toe..." Ah Nei!! Look what you are pointing at HOR!!

The conductor trying to make us take a proper photo

The End Result

Well. Its has been a great jouney so far with all of you. Although we don't have a common goal right now, but we are still a team, a friend and a support. You all brought me fun and laughter, Thanks AC!!

Cheers~

*.*"

Photo- The Zoo Journey

Saturday, June 21, 2008, 6/21/2008 02:19:00 PM

Photo- The Zoo Journey Part 2