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I'm tired.
Just got back from Lion and Dragon Dance Troupe.
That sums up the last day of my Chinese New Year.
It was fun today.
Got to catch up with people that I have lost contact.
And CNY this year has been quite special
because i'm involve in the Lion and Dragon Dance Troupe
which I have not been for the past 5 years I guess..
Or maybe more?


Yesterday went house to house visiting with AC.
First stop is to Amber's house,
than to my house.
After that to WeiZhen's House,
than to Dinesh's house
and finally to Dor's house.
Have a lot of great food, mahjong session and played a new game which is quite fun.
Time is always not enough with great companion!!
It was a great day yesterday.


And here comes Monday again. Haizzz.


Weather has been freaking scary lately.
Even for a sun lover like me also scared of it.
Everytime when I reached home I am as sticky as a sticker.
But I still want to go Sentosa this weekend!!


Another earthquake.
Another Tsunami.
Just hope mother earth can have more mercy this time round.


Stay Focus!!


Cheers~
*.*"

I want to be more INDEPENDENT
So that I can learn more and thus improve faster.
Even if I were to fall,
I can get a lesson out of it and still get up and stand firm on my two feets.


Time not to have the mindset of dependent.
Time to move out of my comfort zone.




Today the only 2 things that excite me is when I:
1) got to know how to change my office printer ink by trail and error when no one taught me.
2) saw a mail in my mailbox and excitedly went to open it, only to find out that it is not the one that I have been waiting for.


Run today has deproved. Guess it was the post-illness syndrome.


One last thing, I found out that having enough sleep really make one feels great. Time to sleep early again.


Cheers~
*.*"

Feeling dead tired today.
Had to drag myself out of bed this morning.
The reason may be having too much fun?
Or maybe eat too much?
Or the illness is still looming inside me?
Or maybe I just doesn't have enough sleep?


No No No!! I don't like to feel tired.
I don't want to not have the motivation to do my work.
I don't want to have heavy eyes everytime.
I don't want to feel giddy.


I want to feel refresh!!
I want to feel active!!
I want to feel motivated!!


Think it's time for more sleep.
Good night.


Cheers~
*.*"

Went to see my Dermatologist again.
And again, have to wake up early in the morning to queue up.
Given an additional 2more medication for my face.
Now more complex because day and night have different cream.
No choice no choice who ask me want to have a handsome handsome face =O


Hitting the gym later on and watching Little Big Soldier at night!
Tomorrow gonna be the start of working day and have to commit myself to study.
English comprehension, composition, oral, mathematics etc.
Guess have to come up with a timetable.


Don't know what thing makes me so excited for this year Singapore Budget.
Time to see how our government allocate our money.


Cheers~
*.*"

Don't treat money so seriously,
If not you will become the slave of money.
When you die, you can't take it away.
What is only with you is your experience,
your good deeds and your sins.


The wise words from my mum when I ask her to take CathayPacific instead of SIA to Hong Kong because it is $200 cheaper. She is planning to go during May period and her main destination is Ngong Ping, the place where it sits the Giant Buddha. I may accompany and be her tour guide but have to see whether I got selected into my Diploma course and whether it will clash with the timetable not.


Feeling a lot better from my illness.
Went to Ler's house to Pai Nian today.
Played Mahjong but still lose.
No luck no luck.


Tomorrow going Wild Wild Wet with Cousin.


Cheers~
*.*"

The virus got me.
Went to CGH last night to see Doctor.
Was diagnosed with Allergic Rhinitis- irritation and inflammation of some internal areas of the nose.
Cause pain in my nose and throat.
Feeling feverish in the morning.
Rest at home the whole day because I got MC!!
Hopefully tomorrow will recover and be as active as a Monkey again!!

Left 2 days to enjoy before i'm back to my books.

Cheers~
*.*"

Words are so Powerful
It can make a sentence so beautiful
Yet it can make it so disgustful
So before you try to form a sentence,
Think before you form


Just came back from Darren house. Played Mahjong, "Bud luck", 4 cards, and the more interesting Texas Poker. In total, I lost 11bucks=(

See how strong am I. Going Lion Dance later on without any sleep. Woot~

Cheers~
*.*"

People always say that Chinese New Year is getting more and more boring as they feel that the "atmosphere" is gone compared to the olden days where it is more happening and fun. But for me, I feel that "atmosphere" is created by yourself. If you want a happening Chinese New Year, plan for it the way you want it to be. Likewise for other special days itself.

And this year, I spent my 2nd day of Chinese New Year getting involve in Lion Dance. I went to help out as they are short handed of people. Going house to house to perform Lion Dance. I help out by playing the "QIANG". Dunno what is it but it just give out the " QIANG QIANG QIANG" sound. Tomorrow gonna be another day helping out.

And such a coincidence that this year Chinese New Year is on the same day as Valentine's Day. Heard this is the 1st time in 57 years? Couldn't really remember the year.

Our soul is a half,
Constantly looking for the other-half,
When two halves match,
That is the so called- Soul Partner.
And I think...


Once again, would like to wish everyone a Happy RARRRING Year and Happy Lovers Day!!

Going to Darren house to "Pai Nian" lo!!

Cheers~
*.*"

Kong Xi Fa Cai!! Gong Xi Gong Xi!!

Happy New Year Eve!!

Went to Rebel with AC last night. How I wish I could drink! It has since been a long time that I got toxicated by alcohol. Miss that feeling but I just can't drink. Haizzzzz. Music wasn't that great compared to the last visit but still, it was jst great to be with friends =D

And guess what. I slept at 530am. Woke up at 1030am and went to grandma Yishun house to pass her the seafood. Than went back home and fall asleep at 12pm. Woke up at 2pm and eat my chicken rice. Than fall asleep again at 230pm. Woke up at 6pm and went to grandma house for reunion dinner. So I have alot alot of sleep on New Year Eve! Guess it is a good thing because I didn't own my sleep during the new year which I hope, during the Tiger Year, I will always sleep till full full.

Here, I wish every a very fun and enjoyable Tiger New Year. Wishing everyone a healthy, wealthy Tiger Year!

Cheers~
*.*"

I'm going to sleep soon after I finish my illegal stuff.
And I can't believe that Friday is coming!! After tomorrow, it will be a half day celebration in camp and it will be a long holiday!! I just love holidays, who doesn't?

I have to constantly remind myself not to rush. I Have to take things slowly. I can't wait to see what's ahead of me but I have to take a step by a step to see it. Hopefully, everything goes smoothly.

Rebelday is on this Friday!! It is always such a joy to be able to meet up with friends! Weekdays have always been routine work-study, work, gym, run, sleep which is somewhat monotonous. Time for some fun!!

And with the routine work, I guess my time has been managed well. It is actually quite fun to put in effort and try to reach for your goals instead of having routine work and idleing which is somewhat meaningless and wasting time.

And I am satisfied with my current life. But I know that it can be more colourful and interesting- if I could meet up my fun and outrageous friends more often?? =D Have to plan my time well when more things start to move into my life.

Have to sleep already. Bye Bye Wednesday and Hello Thursday!!

Cheers~
*.*"

Take care my dear friend. See you real soon!

-Went for K session on Friday night
-Went to Bugis to shop for New Year clothes with Bro on Satuday afternoon. Bought a Berm and a Polo-T
-At night we went to Faezah house to chill and we were knock out and only went home in the morning
-Went to cut my hair this morning at Snip Avenue. Damn *&^% cause before they open their door at 10am, already got people waiting outside and i'm one of them =P Got a shitty hairstyle today but always comfort myself by saying "this angle looks nice" LOL
-Spring cleaned my drawer in the afternoon after I fell asleep for 2hrs
-Went to airport to send Faezah off to Australia. We had popeye and photos

Now I know why people doesn't like to go for send off. Like what Zel says, it is infectious.

I hate Monday but it is great that this is New Year week!!

Cheers~
*.*"

I can almost see it,
That dream i'm dreaming but,
Theres a voice inside my head saying,
You'll never reach it.
Every step i'm taking,
Every moves I make feels,
Lost with no direction,
My faith is shaking but I,
Got to keep trying,
Got to keep my head held high.

There's always gonna be another mountain,
I'm always gonna wanna make it move,
Always gonna be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you gonna have to lose.
Aint about how fast I get there,
Aint about whats waiting on the other side..
Its the climb.

The struggles Im facing,
The chances I'm taking,
Sometimes thy knock me down but,
No, Im not breaking.
I may not know it,
But these are the moments that,
Im gonna remember most, yeah,
Just got to keep going and I,
I got to be strong,
Just keep pushing on..

The climb by Miley Cyrus

I am addicted to The Climb! Really like the lyrics alot.
Sometime when songs make you feels like there is a connection, like the song is saying about how you are feeling right now, you fell in love with it.
And yea, I think this song is similiar to how I feels right now.

Cheers~
*.*"

Reply to tag:

*.*">pw: I accept the views. But I can't accept people who give their views like they are totally right and I am totally wrong. That they feel I am stupid to make the decision and I should listen to their views. That is why I am annoyed. The right way of giving a person views is by telling the person about his/her stand, and if the reciever still disagree with him/her, he/she will still listen to the other person view with an open heart and why he will think that way. And not insisting that his/her stand is correct and make the reciever feel like he is so stupid to choose the other path.

*.*">Faezah: Yea thanks Fae. I like ur that line "Nobody know you better than yourself" =D

In this world, people always have different views. For example, one person said that A is good while B is bad. Another person said that B is good while A is bad.

But it bothers mean because everyone is asking.

I'm in a situation where I wanted both A and B. But people ask me why I waste time to go take A while another person tell me why I waste time to take B. Than if that is the case, wouldn't I be wasting my time to take both A and B if both are correct? Than I should just listen and follow both sides and stay in my comfort zone right?

But I have my own views and beliefs. I'm also a 21year old boy with a thought. My own thought which tells me what is should and what is shouldn't. And I stand on my own beliefs because I know what I want, what I can get out from both A and B. And I am sure I have thoughts of the subjects more than anyone else does.

Yes. I like people to give me their views, their opinions so that I can improve on myself. But the way they give their opinion is in a demoralising way, in a way which is called "Wet Blanket". I stand on my beliefs because people can't justify a good reason for me to think otherwise. You can say that I am stubborn that I don't take in your advice, but aren't you stubborn to take in my views too?

It is good that opinions and views are given, but it must be in a way where the person won't feel that he is stupid. You can disagree with me. But you can't disagree to an extent where you feel that the person is stupid for not listening to your views. You can't blame him. If I should feel that way too, I will feel that you are stupid because you don't take in my views.

Sorry for writing this because it gets fustrating. Its like I have high hope for it but people are dragging my hope down. That shouldn't be the case.

Hopefully, I still want advises on my choice but I sincerely hope that it is not words of "wet blanket". You may not agree with me, but do still encourage me. And thanks for friends who still encourage me=D

But I would also like to thank for the words of "Wet Blanket" because I will use it as a motivation to work harder and prove it.

I should be sleeping by now. But i'm just annoyed.

(I should do what I want to do, what I feel I should do, what I think is right to do)

(This post is not discouraging Mr Ricky friend from giving him advices. He still love to listen to his friend. But he want his friends to also look at both sides, even if they disagree with him, they will still support and encourage him)

Cheers~
*.*"

I realise that a person with goals, if he is determined to achieve it, will somehow change the way he live his life.

Although I set my goals not long ago, I start to feel changes in my life already. And what I can do now is to maintain my stamina and don't let this motivation dies down. And I know it never will =D

I guess I have to sleep by 10pm tonight. Hopefully the latest by 1030pm.... Ya hopefully... Cause I have to reach Kranji camp by 8am tomorrow for an Admin Test. Yes. Heard it, even an admin assistant has to sit for a test!!

I guess today i'm wasn't in a very good mood because I felt fustrated at certain point. Sorry for the unnecessary fustration.

Went for a run just now. Maintained my best timing but hope that I can improve again. Gonna analyse abit of English before going to sleep. So I guess I have no time for TV anymore. Thus i'm officially divorcing it. HOPEFULLY you don't come out with any interesting or nice TV program hor!! I do not want to get addicted PLEASEEE.

I have to be more productive with my time! Bye.

Cheers~
*.*"

Personnal beliefs make a person strong. It makes a person firm on his beliefs.

I still stand firmly on my beliefs after weighing the pros and cons.

Thanks for the encouragement, it will drive me to prove harder!

Cheers~
*.*"

I have a dream, a goal that feels so strong. I have never want something so badly in my life.
I think it's because it is something that will change my life. Something that I will enjoy. Something that will drive me to greater heights.

But the road to this goal is never easy. Because the road ahead is foggy. I may put on a better pair of shoes to walk this road, but I may never know whether there is a dead end ahead. What I can do now is to constantly train my stamina, put on better shoes and eventually walk out of this foggy road.

Uncertainty is in me. But it is more adventurous this way. I have to improve on myself, and hopefully my improvement will bring me to my goal.

Even if I do my best but still end up in a dead end, there will always be another way.

I have to do my best even if it didnt help to achieve my goal, because I have to prove to myself that I can do it.

I have to do my best, and see where can my best brings me to.

To my goal?
To my dreams?
To a road that is fruitful?

We shall see.

Even if I failed to reach, I know I have done my best. And I know my best will bring me to somewhere else.
I know that I won, And I have won and that is Myself.
I know that I have proven to myself that I too can do it.

And we shall see.

Cheers~
*.*"

(Recently have been thinking about what I want for my life. Alot of thoughts running through my mind. Thoughts on how can I achieve it. Thoughts on "what if"... Alot of uncertainty. I know I can't rush through things, I can't rush to see what is for me in the future. But I know what is the future that I want. And what can I do now is to build on my future. And hopefully, my effort will pay off. And I know somehow it will =D)

Saturday was a great Sunny day out with AC to Sentosa again. Suntanned, swim, buried, tree climbed, volleyballed. Watched Tooth Fairy after that. Not a bad movie. Its a fulfilling day but would be extra great if we can have a longer time to chat chat.

Went Malaysia with mum today for Foot reflexology and to Aunt's place too. Played Medal of Honour 4 on cousin's computer. It was fun but having a great headache after that because of the graphic I think. And we wasted around 2hrs to go there and come back because of the jam at the causeway. And because of the shortage of white card, we doesn't have to use it. That reason was the shittest reason man. If we can don't use it now, why can't we just don't use it? It was such a hassle everytime when you have to write to get into Malaysia and also, I guess millions of tree will be killed for the printing of millions of white card.

Weekend ended yet again. Monday quicky come so that weekend can quickly come again!

Cheers~
*.*"