Dear Friends
Friday, April 09, 2010, 4/09/2010 12:37:00 AM
Looks can be decieving
Even for a carefree person, it can mean sucide
Even for a cheerful personality, it can show sorrow inside
I'm working towards being carefree,
living everyday happily.
Smile like its free,
but any idea what is running inside me?
Nope. Nobody knows.
Only I know myself well enough.
Only I can control my own decision.
Only I will do silly stuff which is overpowered by depression.
But i'm glad that if i'm going to fall,
I am blessed with friends to break it.
Likewise, my Dear Friends,
you are blessed too.
This unfortunate event made me realised
not to be ignorant to the people around you.
You may think that they are surrounding you right now,
but what if an uneventful news shock you and realise that one of them is gone?
You will regret for a certain of reasons even if that person is not that close to you.
He was my secondary school classmate,
He was the funny person who chased me around the school and dislocated my elbow
He was so "guai lan"
He was the person that amazed me with the tune "suteki da ne" with the piano
He was my room mate during a trip to Genting Highland
He was one of the gamblers during CNY
If only I don't have to use the word "was"
It is a waste
It is really a waste
It brought tears to the people that love him
It brought sourness to the people that know him
The road will naturally come to an end
So why must you do it unnaturely?
If you dare to even face death,
what other challenges are you afraid to face?
So please don't be silly anymore
It's not worth it
Your departure brings back those ignorant memories that seems significant now
May the one that you left stay strong
and may you have no regrets
Dear Friends, if you are feeling down, do open up.
Don't get overpowered by your wrongful emotions at one point of your life and make a wrongful moves
because even one wrong moves can also means the end.
Hope is everywhere
so don't give up.
And I will always be around
Cheers~
*.*"
